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Reflecting on my journey, I often liken life to a river—constantly flowing, sometimes calm, other times turbulent. This metaphor has been a guiding principle, helping me understand the twists and turns that have led me to where I am today. Just as a river encounters obstacles and changes course, our lives are filled with unexpected events and challenges that shape our path. Embracing this perspective has allowed me to navigate life’s uncertainties with resilience and adaptability.

In my personal experience, viewing life as a river has provided clarity during difficult times. It reminds me that, like water, we can find new paths when faced with obstacles. This mindset encourages me to embrace change and trust in the process, knowing that each experience contributes to my growth and understanding. By accepting the ebb and flow of life, I find peace in the journey, appreciating both the calm and the storm.

Early Life: Navigating the Rapids

Growing up in Detroit, I faced challenges that set me apart. Undiagnosed dyslexia and ADHD made me feel like an outsider, struggling to fit in. The 1960s were a tumultuous time, and my draft number was “2,” indicating military service in the Army very soon. Choosing to join the Navy was a decision that accelerated my maturation and frankly saved my life.

After my service, I married young and became a father. While my first marriage ended, it brought me a daughter whom I cherish deeply. The end of that chapter was marked by grief and reflection, but it also paved the way for personal growth.

Second Marriage: A New Chapter

My second marriage introduced me to a woman who had lots of integrity and love. Together, we had a child, a journey I recounted in my blog, “Cracked Open.” However, circumstances led us to part ways, and once again, I found myself reflecting on love, relationships, and my own identity.

Discovering the Enneagram: Understanding My Inner Self

Throughout these experiences, I grappled with understanding my behaviors and emotions. The Enneagram, a personality framework, became a tool for self-discovery. It illuminated my core motivations and fears, helping me comprehend why I acted the way I did. I realized I could be deeply loving and supportive, yet, at times, overwhelmed by anger and shame.

The Enneagram is a model of the human psyche that categorizes personalities into nine interconnected types. Each type has its own set of motivations, fears, and behaviors. By identifying my type, I gained clarity about the underlying forces shaping my experiences. This self-awareness was the first step toward personal growth and transformation.

Meeting Lynette: Finding My Eddy

Then, the river took a significant turn. I met Lynette. Initially, I didn’t think much of her or even like her, but over time, our professional collaborations blossomed into a deep friendship. We shared a mutual understanding of life’s journey, spirituality and as we both became free from previous relationships, our bond deepened. We married on a small farm, surrounded by close friends and family.

Lynette became my “Eddy”—a term I use to describe a place of rest and renewal amidst life’s rapid flow. In the context of our journey, an “Eddy” refers to a calm, peaceful area in a river where one can pause, reflect, and rejuvenate. For me, Lynette was that sanctuary, providing a space where I could find solace and peace. And I realize deeply that not everyone has a person that can be their eddy. But in the way I am writing this blog an eddy can be any place, person or thing that helps you find peace in a storm or the wild rapids.

Eddy Hopping: A Metaphor for Rest and Renewal

Over the past decade, Lynette and I have immersed ourselves in diverse spiritual trainings across the globe, profoundly enriching our lives and deepening our understanding of the world. These experiences have introduced us to various practices and philosophies, each offering unique insights and perspectives. Through this journey, we have embraced the concept of “Eddy Hopping,” a practice that involves intentionally seeking moments of rest and peace amidst the rapid flow of life’s demands. This practice has become a metaphor for finding pockets of tranquility, allowing us to pause, reflect, and rejuvenate. In this context, Lynette has become my personal Eddy—a sanctuary where I can find solace and clarity amidst the chaos.

The concept of “Eddy Hopping” serves as a reminder to intentionally seek out these moments of peace and reflection. Just as a river flows continuously, life often propels us forward without pause. However, by consciously seeking out these “Eddies,” we can find moments of respite that allow us to rejuvenate and gain clarity. This practice has been instrumental in helping us navigate the complexities of modern life, providing a space to reconnect with ourselves and our purpose. By incorporating “Eddy Hopping” into our daily routines, we have cultivated a deeper sense of balance and well-being, enabling us to face life’s challenges with greater resilience and mindfulness.

The River’s Flow: Embracing Life’s Journey

Reflecting on my life’s journey, I perceive it as a river’s flow—a continuous series of experiences that have shaped me into who I am today. This metaphor aligns with the Kawa model, a culturally responsive framework in occupational therapy that uses the river to represent human occupation and life flow. The challenges, relationships, and moments of self-discovery have been integral to my growth, each contributing to the unique path I’ve traveled. Embracing the river’s flow signifies accepting life’s unpredictability and finding ways to navigate its challenges. It involves seeking out moments of peace and reflection, whether through relationships, personal practices, or other means. By doing so, we can find balance and fulfillment amidst the chaos.

The river’s ceaseless flow symbolizes the constant passage of time and the potential for personal growth, transformation, and spiritual cleansing. Just as a river adapts to its surroundings, we too can learn to navigate life’s challenges with resilience and grace. This perspective encourages us to embrace change, trust the journey, and find strength in our ability to adapt and grow. By viewing life as a river, we can appreciate the ebb and flow of our experiences and find peace in the knowledge that each moment contributes to our ongoing journey.

Embracing the Flow

Life’s river is unpredictable, but embracing its flow, seeking moments of rest, and understanding oneself can lead to profound peace and fulfillment. My journey has been one of self-discovery, love, and growth. And friends, the journey has not always been fun, but through the metaphor of the river and the concept of Eddy Hopping, I have learned to navigate life’s challenges and find moments of peace amidst the flow.

Note: This post concludes my series on Eddy Hopping. I share these personal reflections with Lynette’s permission, hoping they resonate with others on their own journeys.

Eddy Hopping 2 more to consider

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I have taken the first Eddy Hopping post and expanded it for the series, so, life, much like navigating a river’s rapids, presents us with challenges that can seem overwhelming. In my journey, I found that applying the concept of “eddy hopping”—a kayaking technique—provided profound insights into overcoming personal obstacles. Read on for info with Eddy Hopping 2.

The Rapids of Life

Imagine kayaking through turbulent waters, where the current is strong, and the path ahead is unclear. The rapids represent life’s challenges, and the eddies—calm pockets of water behind obstacles—symbolize moments of respite and reflection. During these times, the next eddy may seem distant, and the journey ahead uncertain.

Strategic Pauses: Embracing the Eddies

In kayaking, eddy hopping involves moving from one eddy to another, using these pauses to rest and reassess. Similarly, in life, taking moments to breathe, reflect, and recalibrate our path allows us to approach challenges with renewed clarity and purpose. Incorporating practices like centering prayer and meditation into my routine became essential as I navigated each session.

Continuous Learning: Viewing Setbacks as Steppingstones

Every setback on the river is an opportunity to adapt and grow. Embracing the idea that mistakes are not failures but steppingstones toward improvement transformed my approach to challenges, making them less daunting and more manageable. This mindset shift was crucial in navigating both the river and life’s obstacles.

Valuing Personal Perspective: Trusting Your Inner Compass

In our journey through life, it’s natural to seek guidance from others. However, when external opinions are predominantly negative, they can cloud our judgment and steer us away from our true path. It’s essential to recognize that while feedback can be valuable, it shouldn’t dictate our decisions. Trusting our own perspective and intuition is vital in making choices that align with our authentic selves.

Self-trust acts as an internal filter, sifting through external noise and internal doubts to reveal a clearer path forward. Psychologically, self-trust is deeply intertwined with our sense of self-worth and autonomy. When we trust ourselves, we validate our own internal experience, reducing reliance on external approval and allowing us to make decisions based on intrinsic motivation rather than the pursuit of external validation. (lifestyle.sustainability-directory.com)

Just as a kayaker must trust their instincts to navigate the river, we must trust ourselves to navigate life’s challenges. In kayaking, especially in steep creeks, paddlers often face situations where they can’t see the entire path ahead. They must break down big moves into smaller, manageable steps, trusting their skills and intuition to guide them through unseen challenges. This approach mirrors life, where we may not always have a clear view of the future but can trust our abilities to handle whatever comes our way. (sundancekayak.com)

By cultivating self-trust, we empower ourselves to make decisions that resonate with our core values and beliefs. This confidence not only enhances our decision-making but also fosters resilience, enabling us to face life’s uncertainties with assurance and clarity.

Intentional Progression: Setting Clear, Achievable Goals

In kayaking, setting clear objectives and moving toward them with intention is crucial. I learned to break down larger goals into smaller, actionable steps, making the journey less overwhelming and more structured. This approach provided a sense of direction as I checked off each success, both on the river and in life.

Applying the SMART framework—Specific, Measurable, Achievable, Relevant, and Time-bound—has been instrumental in this process. For instance, instead of a vague goal like “improve my paddling,” I set a specific target: “Increase my paddling distance by 10% each month for the next six months.” This goal is measurable, achievable, relevant to my overall kayaking objectives, and time-bound, providing a clear timeline for assessment. (nelo.eu)

By consistently setting and achieving these SMART goals, I not only enhanced my kayaking skills but also developed a structured approach to personal growth. Each milestone achieved reinforced my confidence and motivation, demonstrating the power of intentional goal setting in both athletic pursuits and daily life.

Maintaining Balance: The Importance of Self-Care

In the pursuit of goals, it’s easy to become consumed by work and responsibilities. However, recognizing the importance of self-care and the need to recharge is essential for sustained progress. Just as a paddler must rest to navigate the river effectively, taking time for us is crucial for overall well-being.

Seeking Support: The Power of Community

Reaching out to mentors, friends, and colleagues who offer diverse perspectives and encouragement was transformative. Their insights and experiences provided valuable guidance, reminding me that I was not alone in my journey. In kayaking, having a support system can make all the difference in navigating challenging waters. The kayaking community is known for its inclusivity and support for paddlers of all backgrounds. Inclusive events, mentorship programs, and community service initiatives foster a welcoming environment where paddlers can connect, share experiences, and grow together. (skippingfishboatschool.org)

Engaging with a supportive network not only enhances technical skills but also builds confidence and resilience. Whether it’s through participating in group paddles, attending workshops, or simply sharing stories, these connections enrich the kayaking experience. As one paddler noted, having a group of friends with whom you are comfortable, and trust can help you grow personally and expand your paddling abilities. (delkayaks.co.uk) This camaraderie is essential for overcoming challenges and achieving personal milestones on the water.

Two Tips to Enhance Your Journey

  1. Embrace Mindfulness Practices: Incorporating meditation and centering prayer into your routine can enhance self-awareness and inner peace. These practices help in recognizing thought patterns and developing greater control over the mind, leading to reduced stress and anxiety. (jiyushe.com)
  2. Set Incremental Goals: Break down larger objectives into smaller, manageable steps. This approach makes the journey less overwhelming and provides a clear roadmap toward achieving your goals. Celebrating small successes along the way can boost motivation and confidence. (positivity.org)

Overcoming personal challenges is akin to navigating a river’s rapids, where strategic pauses, continuous learning, self-trust, intentional progression, self-care, and community support serve as essential tools. In kayaking, the technique of eddy hopping involves moving from one calm water area (eddy) to another, allowing paddlers to rest, plan, and reassess their route. This method mirrors the approach we can adopt in life: pausing to reflect, learning from each experience, and trusting ourselves to make informed decisions. By embracing these principles, we can traverse life’s obstacles with resilience and purpose.

Just as a kayaker relies on their skills and support system to navigate the river, we too can rely on our inner resources and community to overcome life’s challenges. Seeking support from friends, family, mentors, or professionals can provide new perspectives and guidance, much like how a kayaker might consult with fellow paddlers or instructors to improve their technique. Setting clear, achievable goals and developing a plan to reach them can help us stay focused and motivated, like how a kayaker plans their route and maneuvers through the water. Prioritizing self-care ensures we have the energy and mental clarity to tackle obstacles, just as a kayaker must maintain their physical and mental well-being to perform effectively on the water. By applying these strategies, we can navigate life’s rapids with confidence and purpose.

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The journey of overcoming personal challenges is a dynamic process that requires a combination of strategic pauses, continuous learning, self-trust, intentional progression, self-care, and community support. By adopting these principles, inspired by the concept of eddy hopping in kayaking, we can navigate life’s rapids with resilience and purpose. Just as a kayaker relies on their skills and support system to navigate the river, we too can rely on our inner resources and community to overcome life’s challenges. Embracing these strategies empowers us to face obstacles head-on, learn from each experience, and emerge stronger and more capable in our personal growth journey.

The Hero’s Journey, to the extraordinary

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In our ordinary everyday life, it’s easy to feel ensnared in a repetitive cycle: wake up, go to McDonalds, work, sleep, and repeat. This routine, while comforting, (most of the time) can sometimes leave us yearning for something more—a deeper sense of purpose, adventure, or fulfillment. This longing mirrors the essence of the Hero’s Journey, a concept made available by Joseph Campbell in his seminal work, The Hero with a Thousand Faces. Campbell identified a universal pattern in myths and stories across cultures, illustrating how individuals transition from their ordinary world into an extraordinary realm, undergo transformation, and return with newfound wisdom. And if you ever wondered if you could be a hero, you can!

The Ordinary World: A Place of Comfort and Familiarity

Go with me here, imagine you’re in the “Ordinary World” and this is the hero’s starting point—a realm of comfort, routine, and predictability. It’s where all of us feel the safest, surrounded by familiar faces and environments. For many, this world is characterized by daily responsibilities, your familiar expectations, and a sense of normalcy. However, beneath this surface, there can lie a subtle dissatisfaction or a yearning for something more meaningful.

Consider the story of Luke Skywalker from Star Wars that helped me dream of realms beyond what I could see. Before his adventure begins, Luke is a farm boy on the desert planet of Tatooine, leading a monotonous life. His days are filled with mundane tasks, and he dreams of a life beyond the stars. This dissatisfaction with the ordinary world propels him toward the extraordinary.

The Call to Adventure: A Catalyst for Change

In every hero’s journey, there comes a moment—a “Call to Adventure”—that disrupts the status quo. This call can manifest in various forms: an unexpected event, a challenge, or an inner desire for change. It’s the universe’s way of nudging the hero out of their comfort zone and into the unknown, and you must admit there is a call.

For Luke, the call comes when he discovers a message hidden in a droid, leading him to the wise Obi-Wan Kenobi, my favorite character.  This encounter sets him on a path that will forever alter his destiny. Similarly, in our lives, the call might appear as a new opportunity, a sudden realization, or a compelling desire to pursue a passion we’ve long ignored

Crossing the Threshold: Embracing the Unknown

Answering the call requires great courage, folks. The “Crossing of the Threshold” is the hero’s commitment to leave the ordinary world and everything he or she knows behind and venture into the unknown. It’s a leap of faith, embracing uncertainty and the potential for growth.

Luke’s decision to leave Tatooine and join Obi-Wan is a classic example. He steps into a galaxy filled with unknowns, ready to face whatever challenges lie ahead. In our example crossing the threshold might involve changing careers, moving to a new city, or pursuing a long-held dream.

The Extraordinary World: A Realm of Transformation

Once the threshold is crossed, the hero enters the “Extraordinary World.” This is a realm where the usual rules don’t apply, filled with challenges, allies, and enemies. It’s a place of growth, danger, learning, and transformation.

In the extraordinary world, the hero faces trials that test their resolve, skills, and character. They encounter mentors who provide guidance and allies who offer support. These experiences shape the hero, preparing them for the ultimate challenge.

The Return: Bringing Back the Elixir

After overcoming trials and achieving their goal, the hero returns to the ordinary world, transformed and enlightened. They bring back the “elixir”—wisdom, knowledge, or a gift—that benefits their community.

Luke returns to the Rebel Alliance, armed with the knowledge and skills to confront the Empire. Similarly, in our lives, the return signifies applying the lessons learned from our adventures to improve ourselves and those around us.

Applying the Hero’s Journey to Our Lives

The Hero’s Journey isn’t just a narrative structure for stories; it’s a framework for personal growth and transformation. It encourages us to step out of our comfort zones, face challenges, and emerge stronger and wiser.

Action Steps to Embark on Your Own Hero’s Journey

  1. Identify Your Call to Adventure: Reflect on areas in your life where you feel unfulfilled or stagnant. What opportunities or desires are calling you to make a change? This could be a new career path, a creative endeavor, or a personal goal you’ve set aside.
  2. Take the First Step: Embrace the unknown by taking a concrete action toward your goal. This might involve enrolling in a course, reaching out to a mentor, or dedicating time to your passion. Remember, the journey begins with a single step, and each step brings you closer to your transformation.

By recognizing the stages of the Hero’s Journey within our own lives, we can navigate our personal quests with purpose and resilience. Embracing this journey allows us to transcend the ordinary, confront challenges, and return with wisdom that enriches our lives and the lives of those around us.

A story. When I started Varment Guard in 1983 with Mike and after getting agreement from my wife, we set out on a journey of discovery, we did NOT know anything, nothing about what we were about to do.  But what we did have was our motto, “failure is not an option.”There were many things that happened that could have derailed us if we did not have courage, mentors, each other and a will to make something happen. And in the end, we did bring back the elixir: a large company, many employees and a great reputation.

In the end, the Hero’s Journey is a testament to the human spirit’s capacity for growth, transformation, and the pursuit of a meaningful life. And here is the funny thing, when you finish this journey, another will come along if you’re listening. What are you hearing? Is there a call on your life?

Awaken to Your Story: Attuning to Your Narrative

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Do you feel that inner voice calling you to awaken to your own story? Perhaps it whispers to you amidst the chaos of daily life, urging you to sift through the messiness of your experiences. In a world saturated with stories—some uplifting, others disheartening—how do we navigate our own narrative? How do we transform the tales we tell ourselves into something more empowering?

In this blog, I would like to explore the concept of ATTUNING to what is true for you, drawing on some of the transformative work of Michael White and David Epston in Narrative Therapy. We will delve into the importance of critical thinking, critical feeling, and critical spiritual reflection, and how these practices can help us change the narratives we live by.

Every day, there is a call to awaken, (yes it is true) and since we are bombarded with stories—news headlines, social media posts, and of course the narratives of those around us, we may miss the call. These stories shape our perceptions, ideas and influence our beliefs about ourselves and the world. But amidst this cacophony of noise, do we take the time to listen to our own story?

The first step in this journey is recognizing that you have a story worth telling. It’s easy to feel lost in the noise, but your experiences, no matter how tangled or messy, are valid. They are the threads that weave the fabric of your identity.

To truly awaken to your story, you must engage in critical thinking, critical feeling, and critical spiritual reflection. This means being fearless in asking yourself the right questions about your life. Are you living in alignment with your values? Are you allowing external narratives to dictate your self-worth? Do you go along with the flow of information because it is much easier than “thinking”?

For instance, consider a person who has faced significant challenges in their career or life. They may feel defined by their failures, believing that they are not capable of success. However, through critical reflection, they can begin to identify moments of resilience and growth. Perhaps they overcame a difficult project or received positive feedback from a colleague. These “unique outcomes” can serve as powerful reminders that their narrative is not solely defined by setbacks. In fact the pain of a setback might just be like shedding skin that is to small for this next part of your like.

Ahhh now comes a part I love, attuning to your own story involves listening closely to your experiences and emotions. It requires a willingness to explore the depths of your inner narrative, even the uncomfortable parts. This is where the work of Michael White and David Epston becomes particularly relevant. Their approach emphasizes the importance of attuned listening and the exploration of life stories to identify unique outcomes that contradict problem-saturated narratives

Here is an example to put it in to context, imagine a woman named Sarah who has always struggled with feelings of inadequacy. She often compares herself to others, believing she falls short in her personal and professional life. This narrative has become so ingrained that it affects her relationships and self-esteem. Through the process of attuning to her story, Sarah begins to reflect on her experiences. She recalls a time when she successfully led a team project, receiving praise for her leadership skills. By focusing on this unique outcome for her, Sarah can start to re-author her narrative. Instead of seeing herself as inadequate, she begins to recognize her strengths and capabilities.

This reframing holds immense value. It empowers Sarah to approach future challenges with a renewed sense of confidence, allowing her to break free from the constraints of her previous narrative.

There is value in identifying unique outcomes that is a cornerstone of Narrative Therapy. These moments serve as evidence that contradicts the dominant, problem-saturated narratives we often tell ourselves. By focusing on these positive experiences, we can begin to shift our perspective and create a more empowering story

Please consider another example: a young man named Alex who has always felt overshadowed by his siblings. He believes he is the “black sheep” of the family, struggling to find his place. However, through attuned listening and reflection, Alex recalls a time when he pursued a passion for art, receiving recognition for his talent in a local exhibition. This unique outcome challenges his narrative of being unworthy or unaccomplished. By embracing this moment, Alex can begin to see himself as an individual with unique gifts and contributions. This shift not only enhances his self-esteem but also allows him to engage more authentically with his family and community.

Using myself as an example, I grew up with Dyslexia and ADHD together at a time when most professionals did not know what to do with this behavior. The outside noise in the names I was called, the looks I endured, and the extream loneliness was soul crushing. I truly felt that I was worth, nothing, absolutely nothing. But I had one teacher that saw something in me and suggested a cooking program that I started in 10th grade. It changed my life! I saw that I had value and started to tune out the noise that was destructive and paid attention to the noise that was helping me grow.  I eventually started the journey that took me to years of training in the social practices like spiritual direction and coaching.  It answered my questions and helped me to shine a light, illuminating that path that others might want to take.

So, here are a few of my thought in how we can change the narratives we tell ourselves? It begins with a commitment to attune to our own stories. Here are some practical steps to help you on this journey:

 

Practice Attuned Listening: Set aside time to reflect on your experiences. Write in a journal or speak to a trusted friend or therapist who can listen without judgment.

Identify Unique Outcomes: Look for moments in your life that contradict your dominant narrative. What achievements, strengths, or positive experiences can you highlight?

Re-author Your Story: Use the unique outcomes you’ve identified to reframe your narrative. Instead of focusing on limitations, emphasize your strengths and resilience.

Engage in Critical Reflection: Regularly ask yourself questions that challenge your beliefs. Are you living in alignment with your values? What stories are you allowing to define you?

Embrace the Messiness: Understand that your story may be complex and messy. Embrace the imperfections and recognize that they are part of your journey.

Awakening to your own story is a powerful and transformative process. By attuning to what is true for you, you can begin to change the narratives that shape your life. The work of Michael White and David Epston in Narrative Therapy can offer valuable insights into how we can explore our stories and identify unique outcomes that empower us.

As you embark on this journey, remember that your story is yours to tell. Embrace the messiness, engage in critical reflection, and allow yourself to re-author your narrative. The outcome may hold more value than you ever imagined, leading you to a life that is more authentic, fulfilling, and true to who you are.

So, do you feel called to awaken to your story? The journey begins with you.